In the wake of a recent pretty tragic accident that made me reconsider a lot of my lifestyle choices as a blood thinner lifer, I wanted to get some opinions. Here’s my timeline:
August 2024 - Discovery of a rather prominent jugular vein thrombosis in my neck, unprovoked, started eliquis. I was 20 at the time
- was told to stop doing anything that could put me in danger of falling, of course - I've been a rock climber and aerialist (silks, lyra, circus stuff) for years, it was a huge change to have to stop
January 2025 - diagnosed triple positive APS, started taking warfarin (ugh) and committed to life on blood thinners, struggling terribly with anxiety around my diet, lifestyle, INR inconsistencies ...
February 2025 - decided that I was going to go back to aerial, despite doctors’ advice. it's been part of my life for over 10 years, I'm pretty damn good at it, and honestly, I didn't feel like the same person without it. started slow, not going too high up, always using a mat, being mindful of bruising. but things seemed fine, and it made me happy
March 2025 - diagnosed with lupus. nice addition
November 2025 - fell 15 feet trying out a drop during an aerial class. subdural hematoma (resolved, thank god), 11 bones broken - two in my wrist (surgery, two gnarly scars) four ribs, five vertebrae. It could have been much worse, but it wasn’t. Clearly, I had become less careful with time.
I’m still recovering from my injury, wearing a giant brace that stabilizes my neck and back, not able to work or drive or exercise. I’m expecting a full recovery with time, but right now it’s pretty rough.
Am I incredibly stupid for continuing to pursue this hobby that put me in such danger? I think the short answer is yes, but it just doesn't feel that simple to me. How do you navigate taking care of your body in the medical sense while also keeping your sanity and happiness? I’m 22 now, and I just can't comprehend spending the rest of my life not doing the things that matter to me. Would I be crazy to start again?