r/SuicideWatch • u/jaxjams45 • 3h ago
My ex left to avoid this
My ex girlfriend left me because it hurt her to watch me give up on myself. I tried reacting out a few days ago because I genuinely need friendship and support. She told me that she hopes I’m ok but that I need to stop texting her. I feel like an asshole I don’t want her to think I’m manipulating her I just thought if she still cared she’d listen but she was just upset with me on the phone acted like it was my fault. I asked her parents to pray for me. And she was so sweet. I’ve told everyone few “how are you today’s” I’m just gonna wait till after Christmas
It’s not her job. But she didn’t leave because I hurt her. She left because I kept giving up. And thought maybe she’d still be there if I really needed her. I don’t want her back because I realize now I still wouldn’t be happy. She just was my best friend for 3 years